BY IVHA CALLS ....
" Going out ?"
I dun feel like going out, i prefer stays at home and watching wonderful programme lined up for me and do some Austin workout..
It's like last min and i thought that Ivha is not meeting me for the eve.. I am like .. okay.. since i am oredi broke up temporary with my love darling Zhou Gong.
took the bus to orchard and dropped at Tangs. After Ivha called again and again to push me ... coz KC and her friends were waiting for me .. (At the back of the phone conversation, KC grumbled " Er le , Er Le..." haha ....
I thought walking will be faster to PS swenson. Took some pics and fought my way though orchard.
Reached the plACE, nice knowing ivha friends (Heris and tian) and have some banana and we truly enjoyed ourselves and also updated ourselves...
I am really glad to hear that ivha loved what she is doing now in a japanese company with bonus!!! Cheeroz Ivha!
For KC, he's in NS and I could understand his complaints in a boring boring officer in camp haha ... 2 years are fast without u knowing ..
later we went to Clarke to chill out under a cuppa of ice-blended cold peppermint cuppucino with whipped cream and blueberry cheese cake at Coffee bean by the riverside.
Tok about future plans ,Shared jokes about our daily life and complaints and bitching and hunk/chic viewing ..
What can be more better time to celebrate when we went to "ELEPHANT live pub" after that to chill outside the riverside again with that bitter thing.. what time is it?
No more kicking big fuss about flip flop, as the entry to clubs worth more than a friendship? No more strieking of my friends. No more lingering with smokes and lights. Argh i hate them. i imgine interrogation of crime. No more being a wimp and I will say "NO way I am not going let down myself for going to do something I hate to."
yes to wholesome friendship, yes to take control of my life , yes to flip flop, yes to more life's challenges, yes to putting down light up at orchard street during christmas becoz i am a over mature sadistic..
There is somethings in my mind that need an answer.. talking with Ivha and KC sorted some thoughts and i really need to thanks them to sort out my thoughts .. I think I am in a much more sane... a clearer of thinking .. thanks lot of their encouraging and becoz of coming together to compare peepz 's life with mine, it leads to more enlightenment.. I guess i had enlightened them too in some ways . Sometimes, outsiders can view better than u : 'pang ren ze qing'
let me do some reflection the past year.....
It's a kind of mutual motivation, a feel good gathering , juz like 1 year ago, we were in the bioinformatics lab, we met with some obstacles and despite of that, we pushed each other hard to do our best in the project! At the end of the day, we pat each other back and say "yes, we did learn something today..keep it up!"
Sometimes, we are quite sick of facing the PC and Ivha will like suddenly
"Come la, Siew Hui , let's go and buy Bubble tea!!!! " Great to hear that coz brain do struck when we continue to do this monotonously.
And know wat ? We did very well for our project and got an A. We did better than A grade.
It is not the goal that matter, it is the journey that bond our relationship and how we make solutions happens.
That semester, sparks flies and I did it, it really happened that I was least expected it <>,change dramatically my life and the way i look at things.
Learnt a great deal, have a lot of fun and madness , which including my attachment days at Nestle ...these are the best days of all the years in NYp..
Does sparks really happen for people with diferent topics? Yes!
The theory of Opp attracts was proven..
That's for the project, I had only 3 months to finish as much thing I can do for the project and I could acomplished more for my project if I am given more time as I had fig out some fool proof solutions at appoaching ending of the project and I know that I can do it better (although it's best liao) , it's a pity that my partnership with bioinfo and Dr Lim lasts only 3 months ++, and I wondered did anyone continue my established project......or is there batch in bioinfo that can uphold the spirit like us haha...
We are the one and only
zeyi msg after my presentation
"Hello siew hui, it was a good job done and good effort! 'U' "
How I wan to thanks every person who had involved in my project...
I can't express in simply just "thanks" in everyone esp Dr Lim in their help and time...
perhaps this is the reason y it is so hard to accept help from another people.
Yes, only in serious work, we will show our true character.
Friendship is like that , come together occasional and make some confession of what u had progressed so far since our last meeting.
Some words strike me about orchard :
Christmas is always accompanied by streets that look either like pictures from children's fantasy book or Liberace's corner of heaven.
I confess that I view Orchard Road light up with mixed emotions.
I am annoyed by the crawl of traffic as well as people who amble aimlessly along the streets only to suddenly stop for a photo, oblivious to pile up that ensues behind them.
Kids love it . But then again, anything that's is sparkly and bright and out of ordinary always inspires awe and joy in young and innocent.
As an old and cynical me, find it a bit hard to soak in the pure joy of christmas when all one sees are winking dollar signs forming a dancing halo around each frosted lightbulb.
i can't help feeling cynical. i am not being sadistic .. maybe more practical...that everything about christmas these days conspires to get you to fish out your wallet and the orchard road light up, unfortunately , perpetuates this madness.
Can really people play a convincing self-deception of all the things that happens to us? All these is just conspires and more conspires and better conpires and a fool proof conspires and clever hidden conspires because it make used of our innocent heart? ... Can we really switch modes to different kind of atitiudes easily that going to streets of orchard which are shimming with spangles in order to feel christmas -ssy? Do we need that? or is it that , singapore is so small that we had nowhere to go. I've been 1000000000 times of orchard Road and I felt a puke of nausea-ness.
Why should I grow up so fast to only know that growing up means to grow sick of the things we used to like and interesting? or...in another words, grown-up means discontentment , greediness and being a Grinch ....ARGH!
what if make an exceptional in one particular year that all those christmas light-up goes into charity? To embrace an active gesture of " care and share and loving for all ... the real meaning of christmas.. I imagine this bulky of money will bring hell lot of happiness to many needy folks who desperately need some christmas in their lives.
Newspaper will flash the next morning , in fact, everyday, that christmas has been stolen from singaporeans... ?
(at this point, PC crashed , my rest of 1000 words include more craps and christmas wishes GlOsh! Gone ! Perhaps an omen and I shall stop my words here)
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My christmas wishes that that I hope all my wishes be granted as much as can till christmas 2006.. esp ... turn singapore into half of china overnight
Merry Christmas
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